I just missed the opportunity to help.
I just missed the opportunity to build up faith and confidence.
I think faith is a thing we can build upon.
I think Jesus was a great master in this subject.
I think people are our mirrors but they are not mirrors of the normal kind, they are magnifying mirrors. So then, when we light our lights
shine upon others ,this same lights returns to us with more intensity as it was originally projected.
I said before that I had missed the opportunity to help and the reason I said it is because
I just was asked by a woman who was getting drunk for the light, literally she asked "do you have the light" or at least so I understood.
I said no, sorry I don´t have the light.
I could nothing but feel sorry about her and about myself.
About her, because the condition in which she were and about myself for not having the light, the light wisdom that could have shine on her.
Just a few words could have been enough to bring the light to this poor woman. But yet after having red somany books and having expirenced
somany things and having learnt somany languages, I didn´t have those few words that where needed to bring the light into this poor woman.
I truly feel sorry about her , I truly feel sorry about myself. I feel sorry about myself for my selfishness and spiritual poverty.

I wish I could turn back time and say to this woman instead, Yes I do have the light and sat down for a while and talk to her and try to make her
realize that what she is doing to her body and mind wont`t lead her to nowhere.

Actually I think that I do have the light, Actually I think that we all do, the only thing is that, in my particular case this light covered with huge
black blanket called selfishness and it doesn´t shine through, it doesn´t even shine upon myself, then how could it possibly shine upon others?.